||[Jan. 29th, 2009|04:28 am]
|||||letters from war||]|
life is good of course for the whole getting in trouble for missing a class and random stuff. and starting to fall for someone when you know it will end the same way everything else has. all I have that I true and stable in my life is my family, my puppy dog, and my job. when I get to Germany in a year I will probably/most likely be getting deployed to the desert. I'm kinda happy about it. I want to help, I want to be a part of it. don't get me wrong, my job isn't easy, I work 11 or 12 hour shifts every day and I'm sick like a dog right now, but I still have to go in anyway, we don't get sick days in the military. I miss home in a lot of ways, but I also love it here. the different culture is amazing. and I have always wanted to travel, I'm pretty much living my dream. I'm doing something I enjoy and I'm traveling all over the world. it's not offten you get to do what you want the most. I just wish I had someone special to share it with. I was engaged from october 11 to right after christmas. a friend who I've known for 10 years and he cheated on me. I recently found out that he had been in a relationship with her for two months before I found out. so needless to say I'm having a hard time trusting men right now. it kinda sucks...... but whatever... I kinda miss home...